I know some people are like...damn, 2 posts within days of each other! Don't get too excited...it might not happen again . I was playing around with this pic trying to make it look a certain way. I didn't work like I wanted it to, but oh well. Hey..there was a time when I couldn't even do this with pic. Beggars cannot be choosers.

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Most of the people who even read my journal are from my poetry homes. TVA being the first and The Loft I joined later. I have made friendships that I value more than anything since becoming a part of these families, especially TVA. I have "adopted" so many brothers and sisters that it isn't even funny. However, none of that would have been possible without Ladessa Sullivan. Dessa is one of the greatest poeple I have ever met, and most people who come in contact with her would agree with me. She and Emani (her silly arse sister...I love ya Mani!!!!! ) have made me feel so at home since joining TVA. I hate to see my friends going through things are feeling like their world is closing in on them. I read Dessa's journal and I was blown away. I mean, I seriously thought I wrote that for a few seconds...that's how much in common our feelings can be. I'm not going into detail here, but I know Dessa has questioned a great deal of things. I have questioned the same things recently. I know that God is on her side. She's one of His angels (I'm just not sure she knows it). Emani's an angel to...she's just a special one (I had to get you again Mani) . When people see something they are jealous of...they hate on it. Especially a person. I mean, Dessa is one of the most talented people I have ever seen, not to mention she's so wise. There have been times where I have wanted to run away like she does now, but she kept me grounded. I want wisdom like hers. I have bore witness to some things being stated...comments of hers under scrutiny, and I don't like it...AT ALL. Everyone has a right to say what they wish, but sometimes you have to be respectful of others. I see the positive in her, and I'm almost 100% sure that the entire TVA fam would agree with me. If you are on of those people that happens to not like her...well, bravenet will not allow me to say what I feel like saying to you. Let's just say this      and a long middle finger!!!!!!

Dessa...you know I got your back. I love ya to pieces. You've taught me a lot about myself and I appreciate you so much for it. I told you ....I'll whoop somebody's arse about TVA, especially you!!

~b~

 

OM, you're my girl for real, for real. I love you too Brandy. You just made me cry, why ya gotta do ya girl like that! awe...I don't even know what to say, you're just such a sweetheart, you know I don't take complimemnts well, but this entry aint even on the level of a silly compliment..I just feel and hear genuine words throughout everything you ever say to me. You're my sis in spirit, you are. it's a trip ..when you first came to TVA and i read that first poem you posted..I told some people that "I like her" I feel like i get her vibe...I understand..and you know..thats still holds true. I love all my TVA family...family being the ones who are really close. I felt similar about Blu and some other members...but there is a goodnes and purity to your emotions that I really understand...and I won't forget what you said here...I'll try my best to let these positive attributes prevail beyond. It's like you just know me, maybe it's the giving heart that I feel...some people don't have that and they question how it is possible, and misunderstand, and misuse the people who do...Thank you sooooo much for just being you.

Hell tell them bravenet snitches to .. suck one.. whoever did it! What happened?! Why is everyone trying to close shop down and shit? Shoot..

Books...girl I know right!! But if I would have gotten started I might not have quit. I was being a good girl .
Dessa, I'm glad that I could make you smile and feel better. I just wanted you to know how much we all care about you.

Hey it's me....as if you didn't know. Brandy you are so right about Dessa. I have never met her in person or talked to her, but I feel in my spirit that she is one of the most caring, wonderful and beautiful spirits that have ever entered my aura. I feel truly blessed knowing her just through TVA and would curse somebody out about her and I show know how to curse....got a degree in curseology, so let 'em try me bout her. It hurts my heart to think she is not happy or her spirit is not balanced. All I want to know is what I can do to help. Why has TVA turned me into a softie and made me care.....Dessa, Dessa and that lil sister of hers too. Me love each and everyone of yall. Brandy,you aint getting of that easy, cause you special too and not the short bus special either. You have a beautiful spirit as well and I feel it everytime I read your work and any reply to my work. I can't call it, but I thank God for leading me to yall. Yall are my angles helping me through life. o:. Don't be shutting nothing down or yall gone have some explaining to do (just like Lucy)....:(

*ehem* I think what Bookz meant to say is..."SUCK A FAT ONE!!!" I love Dessa too. If it weren't for her trying to jack BET.com for all the fly poets (me being one of the fly poets ), I would never have found TVA and the fam that I love so much. I honestly could not imagine my life without TVA. Since August 25, 2004, I have just become addicted to yall's crazy asses. Even Emani. LOL! So I definitley feel you Bran. The fam has been there for me in ways that my blood haven't been there for me. I LOVE YALL MAN!!! And we love you Bran. And people better not be tryna shut shit down around here. Yall gone make me come to LA. (both of em). And I'ma scoop up Mani and Derek and we gone wreck shop!! And I ain't playing neither!!

What is up with the hating on Emani?! Okay (snap)

Anyways, LOL

Dessa is the bomb in person too! me loves her somuch and I have here back with no questions asked, i would KILL someone over here if I needed to!!!!!! Best beleive. I have been in fights with this girl and didn't know why we were fighting...I ask her after! I just jump when I see she mad...

umm..yeah and I would do the same for you stupid girls too:P LOL..payback!o:)

I love ya'll..you don't even have to know what upset me really and you all still hold me down. Thats love...I'd do the same, because after almost a year of time (some less than a yr) we interact enough to know whats up, and lol..Bonni and Sunny used to call me all the d@mn time, till I cut my phone off to save money! Very sweet..I came here to read this entry again to help me lift my spirits and recognize that there are some people who are true to heart in this chaotic world...and i hope you all know you have a friend in me if you ever need me, you know where to find me. be peace.

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